Not having a job is terrible. When all your B-School classmates have a job and something to look forward to after graduation, here I am without a job. I don't feel like speaking with anyone now. I actively avoid those who want to make any conversation with me and hardly go to school. I have completed my credits so doing that is easy. Even on those few occasions I go out socially, there is always some dumb ass who manages to ask, "So where are you going after school?". I have to resist the urge to punch them in the face. And also have to endure the sympathetic looks of classmates and people who are just plain curious.
Its been a month of not going to school and my schedule has become so erratic. I cry a lot, don't eat anything healthy and even those few conversations I have with alums lack so much confidence. I hardly know where I'm going and I don't want to speak to a soul.
I know this is not healthy and I don't have anyone to share this with. No support system and I don't want to show my emotions to those who don't care about me.
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